Yeah so any of you who have seen my Morning Routine know that I exercise with Body Electric on the KET/PBS channel, Yesterday I entered to win BootCamp14 from No Excuses with John Roche. Any Flybabies out there have heard of him. I actually won one of the 100 giveaway spots!! So this morning I went through the email and saved what needed to use on the computer and wrote out what I thought would benefit me the most on paper. I also completed the Monday workout and will try the Tuesday when it airs. The perfectionist in me will not let me start where I am. Thanks to the boot camp I also have my body measurements and am excited to go....
When I told my husband all excited wanting to ask him to join me, I got a hateful all that will get you is a virus I am not fooling with it. I am noticing lately he is rude to me unless he wants something and always puts down or dismisses my ideas or anything I mention wanting to try or accomplish.
So now I have that added to the fact I feel like a failure stuck at 32. My daughter wet the bed again last night. But she is working with me on manners and listening, and will until her dad gets home. Then all bets are off. When trying to get her to get ready for bed last night, (brush teeth, floss, potty, and brush hair), I really screamed at her!!! Very loud, Very in her face. Oh how fast I was to regret it and feel shame. To late to take it back. She hit me after yelling and fighting me for 10 minutes. I broke. Hubby isn't much help. I think he is afraid of hurting her feelings or just wasn't disciplined and now he doesn't know how.
He says he wants her to do better than us. All I see is her acting and being like I was. I Do No under no circumstances want that. How to nip this in the butt now? I have been reading up on it. I do not see how it will work if I am the only one trying to make a change.
Now when Hubby came home, he caught Kenzie squatting pants and undies down in the babies room taking a good ol pee! He laughs and tells me to clean it up. Nothing said or done. I spent the next 25 min trying to get her to talk to me about it.
Am I crazy to try? How do I deal with this? And can anyone tell me how to get Super Nanny 911?
On a happier note, I will try to post my After Lunch/Afternoon Routine this week....I finally got the computer wires tamed. It was a jungle behind my desk. I also almost have all that I want from the email I mentioned yesterday.
Truly I feel blessed and special so many have stopped by to read my blog. But I am beginning to feel alone on here also.. I ask for help and try to give what I have to offer. Isn't much, I know I am a mess right now. But for this to work just like my marriage it needs to be a sharing relationship. I need to here from all of you. Questions how to help you, how to make this better for you. I also NEED to see responses to my questions. I know I am not alone in this. To many SAHMs out there. So lest get some feedback and interaction going. It will do both of us good. Communication is the key to all relatioships.
Again thanks to the 230 for stopping in.....Glad I got your attention, now you have mine. Tell or ask anything.
Love Always......................................N
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