Today is my birthday! Welcome another year older and another year I feel I have gotten further from my goals. But that is okay, this gives me a chance to rethink, replan, reevaluate, and get remotivated. Maybe I should have called this the re day LOL! But I will not spend my day complaining or thinking what might have been. that will get me no where fast. But I will do just what I said I will relax, and think how to get out of this rut i have been in for the last few years.
Today started like any other. I got up at 5:50 still not when I want but I am getting closer. Headed for the bathroom to take care of business! Then picked up my nightstand. It alway has a bottle, coke can, and usually clothes, toys, and whatever I was writing on the night before. Sometimes, I even have my dessert plate still there. I am so naughty! Okay then bible study....Well you get the point I have shared my Morning Routine with you. But instead of staying up after hubby left, I made the baby a bottle and off to bed we went. My own treat for myself (since I do have to make my own b-day cake and dinner) now going to enjoy a long hot soak in the tub. Needless to say not on schedule.
My darling Husband, (remind me to explain our relationship stat really in a post later) did not even tell me Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!! He knows I put alot of stock into this. For all of us. It is the one day in the world that you can claim. I mean it is your holiday, like presidents day or somethng. I dont expect it to be a blimp on the scheme of the world. I do however, expect my husband to remember me.
Does he work hard? Hell Yes! (left at 7:45 a.m. got off work at 10:30 p.m.) pretty normal.
Does he provide what we need and want? Yes and then some.
But come on all I asked for was 2 little words. I thought maybe he will send me a text before I wake up. So at 9a.m. I sent him a text said simply HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
He has made a point all month of reminding me the pair of pink and black KSwiss I got on sale for $55.00 and my Nikie flip flops for $19.99, were my presents do not expect more. I never dreamed that ment not even reconizing the day.
Big joke on me. I believe I stated earlier no complaining earlier. Well now that it is out of my system. I will enjoy the rest of the day, outside. So hope to share some more of my day with you later. There will not be much to report on my schedule. I am setting it aside for today.
Tell me how would you handle this? I see I have had 176 views!! Go you for checking me out, I never expected 6 people to show up. LOL. Thanks for the support. I hope tostart getting feed back so I will know more what you want, what you like or do not like.
Also I hope to still see some of your schedules or cleaning tips...
LOTS OF LOVE N
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